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I was going to write all the shit to avoid in a guy now, but then I was thinking, well done future self if you don’t even remember, shit things must have been bullshit guy free for a while now :)!
I didn’t feel like going out last night so I baked some cookies.
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Theres also the matter of showing a person what it feels like to be disposable to somebody who claims to love them.
I felt numb, I felt normal.. Not normal like I am used to but old normal, normal where I’m not fighting for anything, normal when I am waiting for something to inject in to my world and bring me life again.
Part of me misses that insanity, that unbearable feeling of gasping for a breath of air you know you will only be a few seconds of life until your suffocation.
All that is left of love is pain and a sense of missing somebody from a year ago, not the person I was holding weeks ago but the person I loved long before that.
What I have done is protected myself, I shut myself off from him because I know I will always let him back, a thought that makes me cry now but will lead to happiness in the future, goodbye would never be good enough for either of us, but moving on makes goodbye become a reality, not just a word.
AKA - Full of shit.
‘We can imagine no greater gift than the chance to love a child’
Well maybe you should adopt then, theres already a surplace of children needing loving role models and parents without you trying to make a new one,
Although I have heard stories of people being declined as adoptive parents for petty reasons..
Planning to have your own, or paying unbelievable amounts to have, a child seems morally wrong to me when there is already a child alive with needs that just aren’t being met, why make another one?!
